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Saturday, September 20 hmmm friday... was a bloody friday..... or perhaps the most shocking and sadden-ing day! Our company had organised the survival training... which i did 4 yrs ago.... the massive killing of chickens, rabbit and small animals..... traceson... believed is the shock of his life too~ that was the first time i saw tears flowing in his eyes... i dare not to say anything~ i threw my caps towards him...and he threw it away! from then i know.... he is upset over with the rabbit.... for the numbers of times i asked if he is okay... he chase me off.... and he ran towards toilet... but the numbers of times QQ approached him.... he felt better ~ then to me was... am i such a bad friend??? sho bad till no one can tell me what's going on.... but only treat me as fair weather friend??? I KNOW I AM NOT....but sho what! to them... i am still a by-pass.... that will never leave a foot step in their heart.... sad to say... my NS isn't sth 刻苦明心cos to everyone... i am just someone by pass their life in these 2 yrs and then BYE! Perhaps yong sheng was right bahs~ why do i still wan to do sho many things for them... why do i still put their interest infront of me.... why why??? i still finding that answer..... Today mahs... wasn't a very good day... things went wrong all the way... HOPE tml will be better... and i am sure it will be better!!! HAHA.... next week i shall blog on my dreams for my 21st kaes? hahaha Life hav a balance ~~ posted by x|aO m|nG on 8:17 AM

x|a0m|ng, serving NS now.... very sian! but will still strive on! dream is to become 2009 superstar!!!! - - - - - - - - ME? YES IS ME! name: x|aO m|nG age: is a secret likes: hmmz ... chocolates! wishlist: Teddy bears NS ends faster SCORE WELL get into good company more friends - - - - - - - - EXIT FOR DANGER! LINKYS LINKYS LINKYS LINKYS - - - - - - - - - SHOUT OUT HERE! designed by: Blackey