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Sunday, January 20 this week alot of saddening things had happened...... which upset me sho much that this week i was sho relunctant to go out at all with anyone! not even a supper with bing hui and the others....bet no one had exactly know what had happened...... and all they know is these few months of unhappiness had always been from army...and is still true even till today....ask me if i had actually get used to the ppl ard me.... and i can still tell you is a NO NO..... cos they are still making fun of me.... irritating me....to them is a form of enjoyment but to me THEY NEVER KNEW WHAT MY LIMITS....and they always put it on their mouth side claiming this "MINGHUI also had limits de hor" since they knew it...why dun they STOP IT...fuckers! i am seriously very angry! cos i am repeatedly warn them that i seriously do have a limits on the jokes that i can take...dun cross the line! yet they SIMPLY just dun understand SIMPLE ENGLISH nor HOKKIEN nor CHINESE.....they just wan irritate me till i break down ...then they will be laughing there sho HAPPILY..... please dun ask me to look positively anymore.... there are things in the world for no matter how positively you looked at it... IT WILL NEVER TURN FOR THE BETTER instead worst! hmmmmm still having a very long way to go till my NS ends.... haiz..... Life hav a balance ~~ posted by x|aO m|nG on 12:27 AM

x|a0m|ng, serving NS now.... very sian! but will still strive on! dream is to become 2009 superstar!!!! - - - - - - - - ME? YES IS ME! name: x|aO m|nG age: is a secret likes: hmmz ... chocolates! wishlist: Teddy bears NS ends faster SCORE WELL get into good company more friends - - - - - - - - EXIT FOR DANGER! LINKYS LINKYS LINKYS LINKYS - - - - - - - - - SHOUT OUT HERE! designed by: Blackey