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Sunday, May 27today was rather a painful day for me... firstly.... supposed LIJI had promise me to go watch sherk 3 PS me again! haha okay that's was fine... then went out shopping...focus wasn't on me... when i trying to share my trip experience with others yet they change topic...and talking abt going OVERSEAS my very first reaction was NOT AGAIN... everyone only TALKS and with no actions...! alot of ppl had promise me alot of stuffs .... go oversea must call me along... chocolates drinks... meal... movie... and alot of stuffs.... WHO REALLY HAD WANTED TO FULFILL THE PROMISE.... to me intially promise was tot to be something wonderful to me.. now haha.... no longer anymore... feeling my existence is again being ignored with no one knows! hmmmm only a movie I had to FORCED.... haha almost cried while on my way back... i was sitting alone no one even bother to stand on my side at least accompany me.. yet talking loudly behind... next!!!! everyone just tot i am TIRED but in fact i am not... cos i was asked to go out...but AGAIN attention wasn't on me... they just called me out cos they wan to fulfill their promise... who in this world had really fulfill what they had promised to me... NONE..... if they really have the heart i will accept all the promises they wanted to fulfilled... but none... i dun feel the SINCERLY there at all! recently... even asking yy or aq to go out becoming a stress.... drifting apart is the first thing next... nobody knows what i wan..... only mei bao hui xiang jere and jun yan knows what i wan bahs... at times when i said i wan watch or do certain stuffs... no matter how jun yan and mei bao or even jere dun like.... especially jun yan will still accompany me... and that's what i do... even i know i am sick or tired... i still go out... but no one will notice that i am actually sick! think tue no matter what i will stick to me original plan of watching sherk 3 .... alone sho what.... at least i do put myself in the centre of attention... out with others who will... let's say now.... no one even bother to care whether how am i feeling.... sick and tired... believed today will be my last day of blogging...found my purpose of blogging is losing it effects... i wanted to share my feeling with others sho ppl will care.... think i will stick back to my dairy... at least I CARE FOR MYSELF..... drifting more and more apart from the others le...going out with the others seems to be a stress to me more than fun... cos i can no longer be the centre of attention of everyone...... Life hav a balance ~~ posted by x|aO m|nG on 6:19 AM
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x|a0m|ng, serving NS now.... very sian! but will still strive on! dream is to become 2009 superstar!!!! - - - - - - - - ME? YES IS ME! name: x|aO m|nG age: is a secret likes: hmmz ... chocolates! wishlist: Teddy bears NS ends faster SCORE WELL get into good company more friends - - - - - - - - EXIT FOR DANGER! LINKYS LINKYS LINKYS LINKYS - - - - - - - - - SHOUT OUT HERE! designed by: Blackey |
