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Wednesday, April 4 it had been almost a week since i last blog~ haha... this few days was really terrible for me... having a veyr bad cough.... which is getting from bad to worst... today O manz... I having a little fever.... dun knwo what's happening to me... perhaps.... is due to lots of stuffs that's happening recently... really not feeling very good... HAIZ...what to do then? haha... but my mood yups... i think it did get abit better.... haha... not really very sure too... on last monday (2/4) jun yan knew i wasn't very happy... decided to accompany me to watch my fav movie... NINJA TURTLE... haha wanted to watch that long ago... but no one wans to acc me to watch.... approach 2 people... but they CLAIMED to be busy... dun wan watch..sho jun yan knew i was moody and decided to watch with me... tgt with mei bao and felicia..of cos... ching bee.... haha.... tue mahs.... met up my sis.... o gosh... and that very day... was really sad... cos.. my sis was asking me when am i going to oversea tgt with my friends... O GOSH how??? i dun know how to tell my family that ... actually i am travelling alone... if i says that... seriously i can give up on travelling le... they sure wun allow... but these few days...my dad had been asking me.... and my mum too! how??? die larhs.... sian... think will still lie to them bahs...! haha... no choice...~~ sho wed...(yesterday) hmmmm went out with my friends to shop for 2 presents... haha for one of which tml we are celebrating...haha the other one is today...actually... recently... beside on days that there are special occasion like birthday...no one had actually been asking me out... SOBS... and again if i state my existence had been ignore again.... lots of ppl will then come talk to me...for that day only... then everyone will be gone again... WHY? sho fake!~ haiz....why can't be there a person... (actually there is joanna...but she working OT recently lehs) who talk to me everyday.. AT LEAST a HI and good night bahs? haha... that's why these few days..did even bother to online at all...cos no one will notice my existance! sobs... worst.... someone had told me..... yesterday everyone wanted to see me smile again.... WHO? who will be so nice to wan to see me smile again? WILL I? dun think sho... really lots of stuffs had happened... was really dissapointed... they only thing i wan to think of... is to get well... had been sick for 2 weeks... BUT think to cure myself... believe i must get the load off my mind first... which i think i can't.... still veyr angry and dissapointed in 2 ppl..... but still not so angry and dissapointed as compared to last week! kaes... shall go take medicine! (went to see doctor for 2 times le lorhs...) Life hav a balance ~~ posted by x|aO m|nG on 5:38 PM

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